Whoa is me..... I have had a rough week. Work was more out of control than normal and honestly sucked out every ounce of energy I had to give. Then a freak snow storm hit Friday night into Saturday morning -- causing me to cancel my long run, then an extra fun Wine party now makes me not want to work out today. I ate bad this week -- trying to counteract my misery from being overwhelmed at work....we all know how effective that methodology works. So now I'm in a slump. Also leaving in a few hours for Portland, then Dallas on Tuesday and Indianapolis on Friday to see my Mom. God help me.........
I literally feel emotionally distraught about all of this. I'm getting tears in my eyes as i type this. I hate this feeling of being out of control -- kind of like I don't even have the energy to try. Sorry to unload on everyone -- but I'm feeling pretty darn sorry for myself and I need to tell someone. I'm trying to remain calm and just move forward.
It was good to hear the positivity in everyone's posting -- I will think about how I renew myself and get back on the wagon.
Thanks for listening! MM
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